I got news from my blockmates who are still taking up accounting… it seems that they are quite enjoying accounting now. The first few days of accounting seemed hard since it’s just the ‘adjusting phase’. 

I feel so stupid… I dropped accounting because of too much pressure not thinking that I just need time to adjust to the new set-up. 

The old accounting set-up was something like this: The accounting subjects were spread all through out the year, meaning, on the average a student has only about 6 units of accounting every term.  But now they made a major change.  Pinagsama nila lahat ng accounting subjects in one term… that’s 18 units of accounting for one whole term.  Tapos for the remaining two terms of the school year, wala ka ng accounting subjects. Ewan ko ba kung ano naisip nila at ginawa nila yun! So cyempre, madaming apprehensive about the change, including me.  So, start palang, nag drop na ako… kasi feeling ko hindi magiging effective yung bagong curriculum.  Pero cguro nga, we just have to learn to adjust.  Yung mga blockmates ko naka adjust naman, well I was too lazy to try to adjust to the new set-up kaya ayon, medyo nagsisisi ako ngaun.  I feel so stupid talaga!!!  Kaya ko naman cguro yun eh, tinamad nalang talaga ako sobra.  Pero siguro God has a plan for me.  I dunno… cguro hindi lang ako destined maging accountant. Well, I’m just saying this kasi I’m starting to lose hope. Or I dunno… depressed din kasi ako kasi if ever I get to graduate this year, kailangan ko ng mag trabaho.  I’m so immature; I don’t think I can handle the work place.  That means that I have to grow up… fast!

Nung first year ako, gusto ko ng i-drop yung eco.  Pero ngaun, it turns out na I’ll end up majoring in applied economics.  Well, I LOVE ECO… I’m actually quite good in eco (grabe… ang yabang ko talaga). seryoso.  Pero nakapanghihinayang talaga yung accounting. Haaayyyy.

On the lighter side….

Sobrang galing talaga nung economic development teacher namin… astig!!!  We spent an entire period just listening to music that characterized the 70s, the 80s, and the 90s. Kasi daw, for us to have a better understanding of the nature of economic development, we have to learn what was the situation in the past.  Astig talaga… econdev is the best subject in DLSU!!! Hehehe so yung assignment namin is to come up with a collection of songs that will characterize this decade.  Baka may ideas kayo jan?

I’m actually keeping myself busy kasi everytime I have free time I always think about accounting.  I think I made the wrong decision in dropping accounting kasi lagi ko nalang to pinoproblema… Sabi kasi nila na you know that you made the right decision when you can sleep peacefully at night.  Eh ako hindi na nga ako makatulog ng maayos kakaisip sa accounting.  Sobrang sad pa ako nung nakita ko yung financial reports ng PLDT!!! Basta nalulungkot ako when I see something related to accounting. 

Buti nalang meron akong blog, I get to express my feelings, to ease the depression somehow.

Whew… medyo nawala yung depression ko after writing this.  Effective na therapy ang blogging!