I dropped my accounting subjects last week.  My dream of becoming a certified public accounting and topping the cpa board exams will never be realized. 

Hindi ko na kasi kaya yung 4.5 hrs of accounting everyday for 14 weeks!!! Hindi mo pa nga naiintindihan yung isang topic tapos may bagong topic na naman.  Tambak yung homework tapos quizzes every 4 days.  Pero sobrang nakapanghihinayang yung accounting.  ANG LOSER KO!!! I just gave up on accounting

I’ll be graduating THIS SCHOOL YEAR with only a degree in applied economics.  Feeling ko wala talaga akong makukuhang trabaho nito.  I’ll only be 20 when I graduate.  Mukang walang kukuha ng fresh grad na ganun ka bata.  Mataas pa naman ang unemployment rate ngaun.  And sa eco kasi, parang hindi mo magagamit talaga lahat ng pinagaralan mo, unlike in accounting.  Have you ever seen demand and supply curves used in the actual business world?!? We study things like a perfectly competitive market while in fact there is no such thing as a perfectly competitive market in the real world!!! We study consumer behavior and utility, assuming that consumers act rationally.  But in reality, not all consumers act rationally!! At wala naman talagang tool for measuring utility or the satisfaction one gets in buying a product.  Well, cguro magagamit ko rin naman yung mga eco things that I learned pero not directly…

One week akong depressed.  I dropped accounting last Friday (may 27).  Sobrang wala akong gana kumain, lagi lang ako natutulog, kahit nga TV hindi ko ma enjoy! Minsan bigla nalang akong iiyak sa kotse dahil sobrang depressed. Kasi feeling ko ang loser ko… hindi ko kinaya yung accounting sa lasalle.  Nung froshies palang kami, sinabihan na nila kami na konti lang talaga ang nakaka-survive sa accounting sa lasalle.  Sabi ko sa sarili ko noon, “kakayanin ko to!”  Turns out na nag give up ako agad on accounting.  Kaya ako depressed kasi konting hard work lang naman eh… about two years of hard work pa tapos atleast I’ll surely land a job after I graduate…. Pero it’s easy to say na “konting sacrifice lang”, pero sa totoo lang, mahirap gawin un. 

Hay nako…  ano kaya trabaho ko?

By the way, ang galing sobra nung teacher namin sa economic development.  Sobrang talino, and daming alam! nakaka insecure tuloy... hehe